I'm afraid of the feeling I get when I'm around you.

Edit: I feel like I have so much to say but no words to say it with. Maybe it's the alcohol that's getting to my head, but I don't think so. What happened to us? Where did it go from being heaven to being something I can't even name anymore? Do you miss me? Do you cry yourself to sleep at night? I do, I do.

And they color the eyes of your former lovers
Hers were green like July,
Except when she cried they were red
Now I know a disease that these doctors can’t treat
You contract on the day you accept all you see
Is a mirror, and a mirror is all it can be
A reflection of something we’re missing